For the last few days I have been hidden in a cupboard.... Occasionally surfacing for the odd rollie or two.
I cannot even begin to write all the things in my head. There is so much. I cannot begin to even think about anything other than my goddamn cupboard! Everything that I am worried about/should be thinking about has just been replaced in my brain by coupboard feaver. I. Feel. like. Poop.
Panic is setting in now. Omg just so much panic. My project is going to be shit. It's going to look like a big fucking bag of shit.
I have so much to do. and tomorrow is the last day.
I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO!!!!!!!!
I might go and sit and panic somewhere... or make lots of lists.... or how about I actually do some work?
Great one.
x

Here are some pictures.

This picture I took on friday night. It was my friend Fran from college... her 21st so we went to Port Meadow for a bonfire =]

Also, no editing =] It was truthfuly this beautiful.

And this is my new tattoooooooo.

I wasn't so sure about it at first.... This seems to have happened each time. After 3 tattoos... every single time I've regretted it for the first day and then I absolutely love it and want more =]

So yeah I'm so pleased with it!!!! Sorry the photo is a bit shit.

Rupert and I just stumbled across the film that we want to be our life. Valley Girl. It's so fuckin' 80s and cool.

This weekend has been so lovely. I haven't done anything really. But  its just been me and the boy going for walks and feeding the ducks and shopping and going out for dinner =] yay.

He bought me the lovliest wicker basket with long leather straps. Its beautiful =]

I so can't bloody wait to get this course over with!!!! I just couldn't give a fuck anymore. I want to get a job and get loads of money and then go to uni and make new friends. I'm so bored of everyone (bar a few) and apart from Rupert.....<3

Oh I have a job interview at Wahoo comedy club on wednesday.... hopefully I can just do one night a week or something.. I only really want to work there because everyone was so nice when I went there on friday....and because Zak works there.... and because the uniform for women is basically like the top half of a cheerleading outfit haha.

XO

Spontaineouslessness

Today I did nothing at all.
Sweet F A
I went to college and wrote somet things down and then went to the tattoo place in kidlington....I wanted to book my tattoo for a few weeks time but they were all full for ages... turned out there was a cancelation tomorrow and I was feeling spontanious and it was sunny and I was excited so I booked it. Wah. Im so nervous. I haven't even got a design. God.
After that I went to the Brookes Fine Art degree show and it was pants. But there were wigs so we were very entertained.
Oh an exciting news! There is a bird having babys in our shed. Yay! x

Love

Oh god. I'm so bloody tired!!! wahhh.
I think I will work backwards.
I just got home from Camden.... where I bought the most amazing watch!!!
... Crap pictures but tbh I cba I'm too tired...

Isn't it cool?! I was planning of getting the old tragus pierced today but I just couldn't be arsed... It's honestly just one of those days...

So I was in camden today because I stayed at Orchids last night after her party... whish was interesting... I made friends with a few people but I don't think the majority of the people there appreciated the fact that it was just me, Rupert, Greg, Lauren..? and Orchid putting on all our music and dancing by ourselves...

Unfortunately there are no pictures of me dressed as Thelma... I don't really know why...

Orchid's party made me love her loads because basically everyone I met already knew me and they were like 'Orchid talks about you all the time..' and one girl said she felt like she knew me already hahaha

I love Orchid

(Thank you so much for letting us stay even thought Rupert slept walked though your halls in his boxers)

What? oh yeah thats right.... just as Orchid and I were going to bed, Rupert woke up (He was dressed as marilyn manson wiith the face paint and everything... but it had all rubbed off and smugged into a layer of just pure wtf.) So rupert gets up and hes only in his boxers and a duvet... he walks out to find the toilet (even though there is one in her room....) and I was like argh hes not gunna remember this.. so I sent Orchid to fetch him but she missed him and he went down in the lift.. to the basement (where the party was) and she came back to get me and was like um.... ruperts in the basement shall we go get him? hahaha so we went down in the lift and the lift stops at the first floor... our doors open and the doors open from the lift next to us... rupert walkes out in his boxers with marilyn manson makeup nad walks past our lift.... without the duvet.....

Anyway... long story short.... rupert was sleep walking and we eventually found his duvet in the basement and he doesnt remember anything...... hahah. It literally was the funniest thing I've seen in a long long time.

I havent told it well because I just cba. lol.

Before we drove up to London on saturday I had work.. It was fine... went out the day before for Erikas birthday for a curry and lots of beer....

That was ok.

Basically. I miss Orchid so much.

I cant wait to live in London.

Just can't wait.

I've done no work this weekend and I'm screwed for this week at college.....

Oh! talking of work, I need to find a new job which is so annoying!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love my job. but they can't give me full time hours in the summer. GAY.

REALLY GAY.

I want to work in paperchase...

I'm so sleepy and Im off to eat the biggest pizza I can find......

x

Wonder Man Stan

So I thought I would blog real quick while my boy is out on his motorbike, I have a feeling it's gunna be a long one! I just had a nap so I'm feeling quite peachy....but the fact that I just woke up is making my typing very slow hahaha. I thought I should finally post the pictures from Pitt Rivers as well as some work I did today....then I think I'll rant a bit.
Here goes...
So the Pitt Rivers was awesome helpful. I took loads of awesome picture and it just generally made me more clear on ideas and stuff for the FMP.

The other day I found some fingers in a box at college. (I should probably say that they are WAX fingers not real fingers, don't be alarmed children...) and imedately I was like waaajjj no way theyre creepy!! haha. So decided to use them in a jar that Jacques stole me on the weekend....I did this today... and the first time I tried it, most of the fingers came loose and floated up to the top. =] so on the second attempt it was all gravy... I think I'm gunna colour the water to make them look more real,... then stick a label on it =D

So yeah, I dunno if it looks lame... or if it actually looks quite cool...

This weekend is gunna be so full on. On friday its Erika's birthday and were going out for dinner to some greek place on the Cowley Rd. Saturday I have a full day of work then Rupert and I are driving up to London for Orchid's birthday party. It's commensing in the basement of her halls hahahaha and the theme is "Across the Pond" so all the Americans have to dress English and vice versa, me and the boy have an awesome plan....were going as a famous female American duo.... I would say who.... but Orchid will probably read this and I want it to be a surprise =]

So now I guess it's time for the rant...

I just got reminded of how jelous I am. Fuck man, like seriously. Although I would never ever show it... Or ever treat anyone differently because of it. Pah! Basically I know this girl... I've been out with her a few times and she has the hair I want....the tattoos I want.... she has her own fucking flat with her boyfriend and she has an awesome job.... and shes my age... jeeeeze. Mainly I just want her tattoos. Because they're beautiful. BEAUTIFUL. She can only afford them because her fam is minted tho. If I had the dolla then I would totes have awesome tattoos too. But they're so expensive. I've finally decided on 2 tattoos... One is an anchor.... quite a big one... classic design... on my thigh/leg. And the other one will be a lock and key on my foot... then something on my neck and I want some writing on my arm too. Tomorrow I'm going to go book my leg one. It's decided. It's happening.

I tried to perform a tragus piercing on myself..... pah! It just went wrong. I was so psyched. I had the needle and the piercing and all the shit ready and I pushed the needle in and I heard the skin pop..... normal... just like on you ear lobe... but then it started to crunch... and I was like fuck this shit. and completely bailed haha. I told Rupert when he got home and he was like... are you kidding? you're an idiot. Don't ever try that again. hahaha but I went to tiger lilly and found out how much it would really be .....£30. THIRTY POUNDS.

Pah! I don't think so.

Anyways, I think were off to see Four Lions tonight. I want to go to the new Thai place on the Cowley Rd too though and I can't decide which I want more... boy says its ok to do both but I feel bad making him spend lots of monies. Although it is 2 4 1 @ Pizza Express tonight....... Oooooo the choices....

I would write more but blogger is freezing up on me and its damn annoying.

Bye guys XO

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I took a picture of Dimiri! hahahaha. He came into work and I gave him his bread and his change, and then I said I was doing an art project and 'could I please take a picture of you' He was like of course!!! and then did a little pose then he was all flattered and he left =] hah. the only trouble is is that I didnt have a camera so I took it on my blackberry, and I was really embarassed.....so I did it quickly and its slightly blurred. But I don't know how to get it off my BB and onto the laptop.......wah! Im going to take a picture of the picture...

Ah! he's so cool! thisssss is my scientist! yay!!

On friday Rupert and I were walking down the street and this little korean girl stopped us and asked if she could take pitcures of us for ...internal fashion magazing...... in korea? I have no idea. I didnt really understand, she had such a thick accent. anyway, she took pictures of my lepoard print fur coat and my red hair, and my bag and my NEW scorpion in resen pendant annnnd the paper clip in my ear,....ahaha she was so surprised that it was an actual paperclip hah. Anyway, she asked me questions and stuff and wrote everything down with her micky mouse pen..... and then she did the same to Rupert. But she thought that his motorbike helmet was a fashion accessory! she goes ' he wears this for fashion yes?' and I was like no! hhahahaha thats his helmet.....and then she said it was like a handbag. bless her. haha.

At the pub yesterday Jacques stole me a jar that is perfect for my project!!!! It's huge =] ...Thank you Jacques!

So today I have so much to do and tomorrow is crit day. Which is just a big LOL. As I have NO work to show.I dont understand how I can produce worksheets untill I've done all my work! I mean, thats what works for me..... oh well.

I just saw a stop frame anamation. It was an e4 bumper and it was soooo cool! meh.

I'm going to go and make a bacon sandwich....

Laters x

Demitri

So today I was so fuckin stoked about going to the huntarian museum. Then I googled it and turns out... It's in bloody scotland. FAIL. I totally want to go there!!!!!!!! (I may pull a strop about it) It has loads of weird specimen jars. Perfect for my project!! I duno if I mentioned but I'm gunna make some specimens out of latex then float them in jars and MAYYYBE even put lights in them?if thats possible. So excited about it but I need to do my goddam research first! I need to get some animal bones too.
While in the pub last night I decided to go to PittRivers with lucy k and tasha. Hopefully, maybe, they have specimen jars too. Actually, I think I've heard of a specimin jar with a thorn impaled slug on it... its good enough. lol.
I also need to go to the model shop in the don today.... I've never heard of it before but aparently they sell mini furniture for dolls houses..... I need to make a scale model of my installation, and if they aren't open I can't do any work this weekend. Ok so I just googled it and there are 3...one in thame, headington and abingdon. They are all closed on saturday and sunday. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
HOW ANNOYING.
Ok I need a new plan.
OH well =]
There's a guy who comes into work every saturday and hes about ..70/80? He has traveled the world and had such an interesting life and he is called Demitri. I adore him. And I think he may actually be the fictitious character in my project. He has really baggy eyes and a bald head, a short, portly man with a big white beard that goes down to his belly. Hes so cool. And he told me I was his favorite hahhaa.
Here is a doodle I just did on the back of a slide list in a lecture. Maybe you can get a better picture of him.

Ok, so like this, but I've drawn him too young... He's even older. and a bit fatter. KK?

Anyway time for me to go, maybe I'll go to the science museum! yeah yeah!












Will post Pitt Rivers stuff later.
Oh! I'm going to see William Control =] yay x