For the last few days I have been hidden in a cupboard.... Occasionally surfacing for the odd rollie or two.
I cannot even begin to write all the things in my head. There is so much. I cannot begin to even think about anything other than my goddamn cupboard! Everything that I am worried about/should be thinking about has just been replaced in my brain by coupboard feaver. I. Feel. like. Poop.
Panic is setting in now. Omg just so much panic. My project is going to be shit. It's going to look like a big fucking bag of shit.
I have so much to do. and tomorrow is the last day.
I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO!!!!!!!!
I might go and sit and panic somewhere... or make lots of lists.... or how about I actually do some work?
Great one.
x

Here are some pictures.

This picture I took on friday night. It was my friend Fran from college... her 21st so we went to Port Meadow for a bonfire =]

Also, no editing =] It was truthfuly this beautiful.

And this is my new tattoooooooo.

I wasn't so sure about it at first.... This seems to have happened each time. After 3 tattoos... every single time I've regretted it for the first day and then I absolutely love it and want more =]

So yeah I'm so pleased with it!!!! Sorry the photo is a bit shit.

Rupert and I just stumbled across the film that we want to be our life. Valley Girl. It's so fuckin' 80s and cool.

This weekend has been so lovely. I haven't done anything really. But  its just been me and the boy going for walks and feeding the ducks and shopping and going out for dinner =] yay.

He bought me the lovliest wicker basket with long leather straps. Its beautiful =]

I so can't bloody wait to get this course over with!!!! I just couldn't give a fuck anymore. I want to get a job and get loads of money and then go to uni and make new friends. I'm so bored of everyone (bar a few) and apart from Rupert.....<3

Oh I have a job interview at Wahoo comedy club on wednesday.... hopefully I can just do one night a week or something.. I only really want to work there because everyone was so nice when I went there on friday....and because Zak works there.... and because the uniform for women is basically like the top half of a cheerleading outfit haha.

XO

Spontaineouslessness

Today I did nothing at all.
Sweet F A
I went to college and wrote somet things down and then went to the tattoo place in kidlington....I wanted to book my tattoo for a few weeks time but they were all full for ages... turned out there was a cancelation tomorrow and I was feeling spontanious and it was sunny and I was excited so I booked it. Wah. Im so nervous. I haven't even got a design. God.
After that I went to the Brookes Fine Art degree show and it was pants. But there were wigs so we were very entertained.
Oh an exciting news! There is a bird having babys in our shed. Yay! x