master manipulation

Happy New Year folks!
I have nothing to say apart from i've been grumpy for about 6 days now.... which is ridiculous!!!
Gawwwwwwwwwwwd
New years resolutions: Work, because its actually worth something now.. this isnt school, or college. This is uni.. where im being seen constantly by industry professionals.
And 2: Work really hard to be happy. Stop being pesimistic because it's bringing everyone down around me.
I spent Boxing day untill the eve of New Year's Eve at Ruperts with his family it was really nice!! and then Went to London for NYE which was ok, then on a random jaunt to Portsmouth which.... well... wasn't great tbh. but kinda nice at the same time.
Got back today and I'm fuckin' shattered. Just want to sleep. but I need to do LOADS of work..
oh well.
I'm starting to go insane... need to go back to London before I hate everyone.... hahah. No, it's not that bad I just need space.

FUCKIN OPTIMISM

Here goes
XO