Hello guys and gals,
I would have blogged but it wouldn't have been worth it... I haven't done anything apart from mope all week... soooooooooooooooooo sick of having to go to work in the freezing cold for 6 hours a day then coming home and spending hours trying to warm up and then just falling asleep until I have to go back to work again.
BAH. I LOVE the Christmas period... honestly, I love snow and giving presents to people and mulled wine and fairy lights etc. but I can't stand Christmas day.... and it's getting closer and closer and I just really can't be arsed. I'm really sorry I'm moaning yet again, but I've just been in a foul mood the last few days and I don't want to tell anyone about it because it would just bore them. BAH.
Bring on the new year.... this year was awful. The only high points were getting into the course (and uni) of my dreams and the way I've changed as a person has been really good. I suppose that's due to the shit bits though,...family dying, friends moving to the other side of the world, being slapped round the face with my own love, having to move and be alone in a huge city etc. TBH I mean, obviously I wish none of it had happened but I've come good from it... it sounds really gay and cliche, but I did learn alot from it and by god have I grown up alot over the last year!!! Hopefully in the new year there won't be any hiccups... I really hope so, going to try and make sure that everything runs smoothly. aaannddd!! in 8 months time I will have my own bloody house with some lovely ladies. How exciting.
Ah. new tat coming soon guys, I'm really excited but really nervous... I can't wait to get it but I just KNOW that it will cause trouble between my parents and I. I'm nearly 20 for Christ's sake and they can't control me forever (which is what I keep telling myself) - not that they were ever controlling anyway!! I think my parents are probably the most relaxed I know. But I do understand where they are coming from... I'm SO different to anyone else in my family.... in my family everyone leaves school and gets a job at 18, or they set up their own business. They are all kinda chavvy - a posh type of chav... kinda like Katie Price but with morals right? Whereas me?... I'm a purple lipstick wearing, tattooed, artsy fartsy, first person in the family to go to uni etc. I know I will always be their daughter and they will always love me and be proud of me no matter what but I think they are worried that I'm ruining myself by getting piercings and tattoos etc But it is only because they are not fully in tune with current popular culture.
I'm gunna get it because I am my own person, but I just don't want to offend or even embarrass them!!
Oh well, I'll update you on how it goes... and I'll post loads of pictures too!! =] I need to post a picture of myself soon... haven't done that in a while! Talking of posting pictures! - This cheerd me up no end when I came home from work today:
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