Wednesday 28 April 2010

Blah

Well hello there,
I haven't blogged in a while,... mainly because I have tonsilitus and all I've been doing is sleeping.
I finally gave into my illness today and went to the doctors. Now I have to take a million pills a day... (9 in fact) and they make me even more sleepy!!
I CAN'T wait to be at university. I'm so freaking excited about it! I want to go now!!!! I got my student finance letter in the post being like 'we are processing your application' and it just made me so excited. I wish I didn't have to wait for another month and a bit untill I apply for halls.
My FMP is going awfully. I haven't done a single thing in the last 2 weeks. There are FOUR WEEKS left of my course after this week is up and I've done nothing!! If only they would give me my freaking room. I need to wallpaper it and all that jazz. My tutor came up with this annoying idea of creating the life of the scientist... So now I have to somehow find and convince a crazy looking old man to model for me in pictures. I have to make his diary as well. Which tbh... is impossible.... Paul was like 'you should collect tickets for the opera and things like that...document his life!'.....and where am I going to get things like that? GREAT ONE.
If I hadn't been ill for the last like, week and a half, then I would be doing loads of work. But I'm so tired =[
I need to make some specimins to go into specimin jars... I was ment to do this today but I came home at 12 and slept for 3 hours. EUGH. I have so much to do! But maybe I should get to it instead of blogging.
Peace x

Wednesday 21 April 2010

wellwell

THANK GOD!
My essay is in and my SOI is in and I've managed to pull off my assessment dispite having only half the work! Lovely!
I feel so relaxed now..... apart from the fact that I'm horrendously ill and feel soooo gross!
AND I have to work my butt off untill the end of June but oh well.
I might even regain my social live tonight, it's Robbies birthday and I might just have the chance to go out if I get all my work done now...
I bet I don't though, knowing just my luck. Then I will have to stay in whilst everyone else is having fun.
CoughcoughcouhgIllillill.
zxxxz

P.S. Get well soon fishcakes x

Saturday 17 April 2010

Fucking Joker.

Today I feel so shit.
I'm absolutely knackered. Work was mental today. Would you really que out of the door to buy our fresh pasta? Is it really necessary? Eugh.
My essay needs another 600 words and I just cannot be arsed! I want to open my windows and SCREAM. Thats how I feel. I don't really know what feeling that is....
All I need is an extra day and for last thursday to have not have happened.
Rupert has gone home for the weekend and I'm all alone. Which really isn't a good idea. All I want is a hug.
I got some really bad news on thursday night. I'm absolutely devistated.

I was just watching the behind the scenes Dr Who thing. And I was really impressed because I thought they had made darleks with build in voice recognition...... but then a little man got out of one and I was disapointed. He wasn't that little....normal sized really.... well I supposed he would have had to of been small to fit into a darlek... maybe he was sitting down? I imagine they just run around inside it. and the darlek is on a set of sprung wheels? Like a hamster on a running wheel.... but flat.
There was no point in that paragraph. I hate the new Dr Who. and his assistant. They are so fucking annoying. And she's ginger. And he's ugly.
Can you tell I'm angry?
I'm going to go and watch Britains Got Tallent, and make myself feel better by being thankful that I'm not anyone on the program.

XO

R.I.P. Uncle Clive  xxxxxxxxxxxx

Thursday 15 April 2010

OI ORCHID

Here is the finished product. Miss fancy pants.



I'm so jelous of Rupert's tattoo. I WANT IT.

Orchid I MISS YOU!!!!! Lets have another sleepover soon please? Love youuuuuu xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tbh today I feel a bit unloved. One of my very close friends who moved away half way around the world about 3 years ago just doesn't care anymore. It's really sad because I keep messaging her and trying to call her but she never answers and just doesn't bother. Sometimes (like this morning) I log into facebook and see that shes decided to talk to some of us... just saying hi and how are we but I never get anything. I don't know if I met her again now if I would like her because shes all godly. and all she does all day is go to church and talk to god. Which is fine.... but the last time I spoke to her on the phone she basically told me I was going to hell. and wasn't very friendly because she "didn't like my lifestyle". I actually feel quite shit about this. I hate how religion has changed her. I miss her so much but.....she doesn't really exist anymore because she's so different.
Eugh. GAY.

Anyway, yesterday was a really nice day! Rupert got his tattoo extended and the tattooist was hilarious. He was polish and looked like Uncle Fester from The Adams Family. He was so funny.




Today I have to do my dissertation. If I don't do it today then I have no other time to do it before the deadline because I'm working untill monday!
My day is going to be so dull. Gah!
XO

Wednesday 14 April 2010

Dig It Out!

Yesterday I was introduced to the coolest kids game. It's called Dig It Out, and aparently its quite a big thing that I don't know about.
It's awesome.







Tuesday 13 April 2010

Blaire

I REALLY need to get on and do some WORK. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
I procrastinated so much today that I decided a trip to Millets Farm was necessary. Lucy K, Lucy H and Tashie came too and it was really fun but the whole time I just felt so guilty for not being at home and doing work.
I bought some pretty cool things though. I got a mini light box!!!! Which I literally have been looking for for soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long. And a dig out dinosaur kit which will be another way to procrastinate... but it looks so. cool. and. fun. =] I bought a rabbit, lemon and gin pie from the farm shop.... it was really really strange..... it had the texture of tuna but was the most meaty thing Ive ever eaten. so like, rich and sickly.
But yeah, we made friends with the pig and a cow and a super cute adorable goat that was like knee hight!! ghjkzghzjfg so cute! I want one! and after we saw the animals, we just chilled out in the "apple" that we found in the garden centre. We wanted to buy it but it was four. grand. WOAH.



Piggy!!!

This is me and my new friends =]
Awwwwww cutiegoatie dlgljg
This goat had a lepoard-print nose.... so in trend for a goat...
This is a doorstop. I am going to make one because it's awesome =]

Apple!
I need to go do work now... Or maybe play with my dig out dinosaur kit...? Argh! I hate how much I procrastinate!!!!!!
Love Y'all x

Friday 9 April 2010

Oh helllllll

I think I may be going insane.
I haven't done any real art for a long. long. long. Time. All I've been thinking about recently is FMP FMP FMP FMP.
I need to make something or draw something or ANYTHING. But I can't Because it's a waste of time when I could be thinking of more things to do for FMP.
I FINALLY came up with something to do last night. (well I say I came up with something...... It was really Ruperts genius that bore the project) (Thank you Darl =])
So I'm looking at perpetual motor machines and daily routines and impossible dreams (it just happens to all rhyme) and discovering the impossible. I think for my actual project I will make up a fictitious scientist and do an installation of his study where he obviously is obsessed with perpetual motor machines and routines and motions and stuff. In my head it's amazing and the posiblities are endless but I'm finding it quite hard to explain at the moment. Which is worrying as I have to write a 3000 word essay on it. HA.
I need to go to the library but I HATE that place! I walk in and just get sooooo un motivated. Its so drab in there.
I finally got my blackberry. It's a beaut. But I think I bought it off a criminal. They decieded not to delete their messages before sending it to me and ofc I read them! it was all like "I just want my husband back, the husband before the drugs, you need to get off the drugs, the drugs are our problem" and "don't you love our 5 kids?" and the best one: " the police are here now, Sue is going to womens aid so I hope youre happy with what youve done"
Poor Sue.
Today I've spent the day filling out the student finance form. It's sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bloody long and boring. I also, looked at the LCF halls and I really REALLY want to live in whitechapel. The flats are the cutest flats I've ever seen and its just around the corner from Brick Lane. =] Also, they are the second cheapest halls offerd by LCF at £120 a week. I can't apply till June...but I WILL be the first person to apply....because I really want to live there!

I will leave you with this picture...It's from when Rupert and I went on a ridiculous drive to Cornwall 2 weeks ago and there was a big theme park-like sign to Gnome World.......I was so excited. and Rupert promised me he would take me for my birthday. On the way home we got really really bored of driving so we went to Gnome World  (even though it wasn't my birthday) .... It turned out to be a shitty, dirty, caravan park with some mouldy gnomes outside.
And It was raining.
Fail.

I really like the Malibu advert

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Peas
x