Sunday 3 October 2010

I went home yesterday for the night... I kinda wish I hadn't but I'm also glad I did. I wish I hadn't because I had to say goodbye all over again which SUCKED...and coming back home on the train today was so horrible. Only spending one night with the boyf and having to miss him all over again untill the next time I see him... which is god knows when. But glad I did because I saw my Mama and we went shopping and had lunch and then Rupert and I went out for dinner and watched some really long film in German about Hitler's bunker which, actually, was really interesting! I had such a lovely time... and I wasn't even there for 24 hours! I just hate having to leave my parents and Rupert and my bed and my fridge! haha. But I do LOVE it here in London. I love my flat... and my flatmates! and I love the direction that my life is going in! it's just so exciting!! My heart literally tears in two whenever I go between London and Oxford. But I'm not really sad about it anymore.. I think I've just accepted it. I suppose the real problem is just me not getting what I want which is both (obviously impossible!).
On a lighter note... Sofia, my flatmate, has very kindly notified me about the new affordable collection at Marc Jacobs so to cheer myself up me and Neda will be going there tomorrow for some retail therapy =] I literally have spent mose of my evening thinking about it!! Thats so sad right?! haha

KOKO tomorrow night.. I'm excited!
I think I will dig out my long socks for it XO

2 comments:

Sofia Giostrelli said...

I feel so special now that you've written my name on your blog:P is that a bit sad:P?

Orchid said...

<3